i love that i am

i am resourcefulevery original constituent is either active or dormantno expression is added or subtracted, merely stagnantreconfiguration is all that is necessary for optimal functioning my growth requires and induces, quality and quantity of catalysts i’m steadily adjusting my bandwidth in order to capacitate the magnitude of endeavors, aspirations, requests, suggestions, essentials, potentials,… i’m consciously […]

Born on Juneteenth/The Day of The Spark

Previous Next My birthday gift to myself is an affirmation of my limitlessness and an acceptance of my being in its rawest and purest form. Previous Next I am AZYLA ZALLELU, The Perpetual Blossom of Centripetal Manifestation. I am a Curator of Self, Creator of Portals, Converger of Realities. Previous Next Previous Next 18 years […]

AZYLA: Progress Report

My magazine has been an integral part of my self development, creative expression, and education. I created “RED:INITIATION” and then I went on to experience it in real time. Many concepts which I believed and theorized but hadn’t yet lived needed to solidify in my understanding. I look at my issues and they’ve taken on […]

exactly where i’m s’posed to be

the rain don’t stop, you just need bigger, better buckets. i’m sitting here wishing and hoping and praying for the best possible outcome when truthfully i’m staring right at it and it’s staring right back at me asking what the fuck ?my unawareness is a blessing loki dual triple quadruple meaningthis life isn’t meant for […]


today i experience unclarity a foreign feeling  most definitely do you know what it is to be at odds with yourself?  i don’t, but i very much do deja vu there is a continued search for the undeniable an insufficient assumption masked by an implied devoid of question the sole accepted fact is that  thorough […]

Knife Throwing but I Refuse To Hurt Trees

Even though it would’ve been far easier, I refuse to use living trees as targets. So, in search for an alternative I found wooden planks in my backyard and decided to practice. For obvious reasons I will have to find better targets, but this session wasn’t too bad.  Despite the falling planks, incessant blood sucking […]

the storm is inevitable

you can either adapt and move with the rhythms of nature or fight the losing battle of going against the current. short film by VAI’ALA ZHIVAN @azylazallelu featuring @valeria.de.paz @roy.de.paz @zennadepaz this is something i wrote as a joke about a year ago to a friend who told me it was thunderstorming in their area: “open your mouth, let […]